Psychotopia - Album

by Jade The Nightmare

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1.
Oneirataxia 03:23
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Are you afraid of my art Copying, until you fall apart Legends don't die in their dreams Pain hits only when I fall asleep Sing for the people Do they see in me They claim I'm equal But the way they treat me I know I'm the enemy Dont let them go just hang them People watching dont save them I'll die before I erase them I'll die before I erase them I'll die before i erase them You'll die before you erase me I'll die in peace And you wont see me Are you afraid of my art Copying, until you fall apart Some say I'm the devil Some known i'm the queen So they get on my level No repent Jade dont even save them They've only lied Why do you crave them Snakes are fake I must slay them Are you afraid of my art Copying, until you fall apart I never get to sleep My minds keeping up with death I will never fall apart Some just want me fail I condemn the adversary to rot in hell I condemn the adversary to rot in hell
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Blasphemy 03:13
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I find it every funny how some people Only want me when I have something that I want You wont be my parasite baby Not i People alwaya say the dead will rest in peace I dont know who lied to them, Because my soul can't even sleep If I ever spoke on half of what I endured I'm sure id destruct Self destruct Self destruct I'm calm collected and composed But nothing Nothing tempts me like your words I could snap at any moment, my minds darker then I could ever express, I've invented my enemies now they shut me out because they couldn't suck out the flesh If I ever cave in theres a key to the safe it ain't hollow I bottle a lot inside and the truth is hard to swallow Killing you was like ecstasy Wont you come right next to me When your in hell, save a breath for me Death to me, that's blasphemy Killing you was like ecstasy When your in hell, save a breath for me Death to me, that's blasphemy Blasphemy Blasphemy Save your sorry for the afterlife There was more pleasant ways to pass the knife Ive been tempted my so much strife I wouldnt end me to save your life Matrimony With the darkest side, I lay upon my demons Bonded we reside Hell is quiet place You cant hide Careful when you look into my eyes I'm calm collected and composed But nothing Nothing tempts me like your words I could snap at any moment, and my minds darker then I could ever express, I've invented my enemies now they shut me out because they couldn't suck out the flesh If I ever cave in theres a key to the safe and it ain't hollow I bottle a lot inside and the truth is hard to swallow Killing you was like ecstasy Wont you come right next to me When your in hell, save a breath for me Death to me, that's blasphemy Killing you was like ecstasy When your in hell, save a breath for me Death to me, that's blasphemy Blasphemy Blasphemy Death to me, that's blasphemy I know you're watching You wanna watch me burn huh That's blasphemy
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Parapraxis 03:31
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Pick the sin you want to live with I never knew I'd die tonight Everything's coming full circle I see me in this mirror of horror Oh god, wont you save the youth Only we see the truth Nothing ever goes untouched Beauty is pure But pain is love Love it murders I taste the murmurs Shame the hurters Blame the hunters I know I'm nothing to you Truth is I see evil in the eyes of you Pain is all you are Held me down And ate my heart Wait Theres something I must Say You're a raping pain that i Hate Don't you kill every part of me Wait Theres something I must Say You're a raping part that i Hate Dont you kill every part of me Love will kill you Anger will rape you Sadness will drain you And sins appease you I am the muse I am the the music I am the bones , you refuse you are the flesh We procreate to feed the greed that haunts the rest Suffer no more I wont let you start To bring me to demise Wait Theres something I must Say You're a raping pain that i Hate Don't you kill every part of me Wait Theres something I must Say You're a raping part that i Hate Dont you kill every part of me Say you love me It's all I really need To push you to the edge And make you want to bleed Say you hate me It really turns me on And I cant handle it I just want to see me You watched me Incinerate I know that demons put on a face held down Watched me suffer watched them taper You're not my savior Wait Theres something I must Say You're a raping pain that i Hate Don't you kill every part of me Wait Theres something I must Say You're a raping part that i Hate Dont you kill every part of me
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Psychosis 02:17
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Youre feeding you're grieve You'll never feel relief How can you when you Reap what you sow Blood on these hand Will always will show And I feel no shame seen you slowly fade Lay your soul on my grave In the end I will always say I hear you creeping up on me Thinking I dont see You're make believe And your soul Is evil but your little friends dont see But I do Go ahead Take your stance Bet youll bleed Bet youll see Like a leech That you are Always was Tucked inside Wheres your pride Hide away Like always Get away No remorse That's Behind Closed doors Give me more Something Is burning to my core And I feel no shame seen you slowly fade Lay your soul on my grave In the end I'll always say I hear you creeping up on me Thinking I dont see You're make believe And your soul Is evil but your little friends dont see But I do
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Insomnium 06:54
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Somethings not right Somethings testing my humanity No one to guide the youth On their path full of misery Where will you fall when I go when i fall Where will you fall when I go when i fall Where will you fall when I go when i fall Where will you fall when I go when i fall Theres somethings I'll never forget I'll be your favorite regret Pick apart every morsel, oh Why are you so awful Come to wonder, you never really had me Stuck in your lies and you never really backed me Come to wonder, you never really had me Stuck in your lies and you never really backed me Come to wonder, you never really had me Stuck in your lies and you never really backed me We lied and my pain resides and I wonder why You look at me like I have all my answers Wondering why I cant See the truth Always wanna have some resolution We're dying there is no use Cant seem to get it It's because You've been faithful to lie And i breath in your demise Why'd you bring pain into my life Cuz I've been faithful to your lie I've followed Feel like ive scraped up Pieces of my soul And bought my grave You've only lied to my face Guess it all has a purpose In it's own sick twisted way Maybe were not meant to exist Because I've feel like I'm slipping away Come to wonder if you ever wonder why Come to wonder if I'm even alive Come to find nothing matters until you die Come to wonder, you never really had me Stuck in your lies and you never really backed me Come to wonder, you never really had me Stuck in your lies and you never really backed me Come to wonder, you never really had me Stuck in your lies and you never really backed me I was trapped in your lie You never really had me You never really had me You never really had me You look at me like I have all my answers Wondering why I cant See the truth Always wanna have some resolution We're dying there is no use Cant seem to get it It's because You've been faithful to lie And i breath in your demise Why'd you bring pain into my life Cuz I've been faithful to your lie Reveal the way out the darkness How do you, have no mercy Taboo nature and revolving thoughts Burns layered upon everything that rots Virtue cant save our sins Were damned for a life that never ends I've never been alone But the pain I feel has been my home Sing the songs of pain alone I'll make this hell forever my home I've never been alone But the pain I feel has been my home Sing the songs of pain alone I'll make this hell forever my home Tell me why You look at me like I have all my answers Wondering why I cant See the truth Always wanna have some resolution We're dying there is no use Cant seem to get it It's because You've been faithful to lie And i breath in your demise Why'd you bring pain into my life Cuz I've been faithful to your lie Cuz I've been faithful to your lie
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Flowermother 03:10
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my wrist keep dripping I know I will never be anything to you everyday I pray take my agony away pain let me tell you about Pain pain is waking up but not be awake its ptsd everytime my heart breaks it's watching your family burn from the inside and being the last alive its dying but all you wanna do is thrive its being stabbed in the same place in the back but at a different time see I was young didnt know what grief was then i opened up for the first time I felt everything at once I didnt wanna cut once but once wasnt enough so cuts bled til I couldn't feel nothin I started runnin running away so I wouldn't feel this pain speeding fast so the voices owuld fade that called me insane I didnt know my name didnt know if I was alone n why I felt this shame everybody's dead so no one to claim I dont want fame I dont want fakes you see friends I see snakes you see likes I see spies you wanna kill I wanna die I turned sadness Into poetic features inside my mind I developed this habit like a creature to push everyone away I didnt want anyone to care not that they would anyway I gave them music so when I'm gone the know my story but i only hope they dont act like they know me and that's jade, yeah that's the old me I want you to save , for me a little bit of pain, for me you never saved me I cant bleed so easily I want you to save , for me a little bit of pain, for me you never saved me I cant bleed so easily I want you to save , for me a little bit of pain, for me you never save me I cant bleed so easily bet you hated all of me guess I shouldn't have gave for free scars on the outside , poor me killing all I used to be just to hang on to what i wanna be Left with my devices Sins and virtues , all I ever hated Was the fact I could never hurt you Wanted to curse you, Never could disert you Everything in my mind Was focused on why I couldnt revert from u Guess it's over, in the end I'll always be sober my hearts broken but that's not what happened in october
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Aura 03:51
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You are not who you Say you are I'll show u What's real Blood lust I must sacrifice my life Jagged knife Everything I touch Will die Blood lust Everything I touche will die Lalalala Everything I souch will die Just like you I smell fear Come close my dear Everything in my mind Is captivated by tears Vast desperation Are you desperate Are you desperate Are you desperate Um, I think I've fallen In love with my dark side I wear this mask to hide The demonized eyes behind mine Lines of coke to crystalize the eye within my shrine Even in the afterlife I'm searching for a higher focus Beyond time I know u wanna meet your maker Always prayed for this, now be your own savior 7 days of sin called for 77 bottle of poison Join the blood bath I know theyll feel my Wrath Blood lust I must sacrifice my life Jagged knife Everything I touch Will die Blood lust Everything is so hard to believe when your nose deep in your own feces I'm summoning the darkest of the sickest entities To disease all my enemies This ain't no horrorcore anymore this is real life witchery when I speak in tongues They know Lucifer's at the corridor Sage cant save you, praying can't revive you once you've passed on You'll be singing songs of hades Like krampus how we're murdering all the babies I've been feeling alittle disassociated Lately Maybe it's a gem in I How I spit like 2 people And snakes evade my eyes Its double the jade Now that's a second homicide I'll always wonder why all my adversaries hate me Why do they hate me Why do they hate me baby Maybe is cuz my Blood lust I must sacrifice my life Jagged knife Everything I touch Will die Blood lust
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Frequensee 04:53
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Feels like someone always behind me I feel their presence I need their energy Sometimes I hum the Songs of hades My mother loves But my father hated me Every step they make Makes my soul feel awake Be quiet, hell is a sacred place Every step they make Makes my soul come awake Be quiet, hell is a sacred place Oh you're killing me, But you'll never succeed darkness cannot evade Only sunlight demolishes the cascade I've never been a saint I see the devil before I faint I know you wanna see me dead Acting like a fan but wanting lead in my head Your favorite obsession I love the way that you tell truths with two lies and how I'm an addict craving to see you cry I love the way you die I love the way you die I love the way you die I love the way that you die I love the way that you die I've fallen Deep below No one even knows How deep my pain will go I've swallowed every sow reaped the benefits If an Artificial show I don't wanna watch you die I don't wanna hear you cry I just wanna see you go I don't wanna watch you die I don't wanna hear you cry I just wanna see you go reflected pain is all I see youre the mirror and I'm the key stab deeper to feel me stab deeper to feel me Oh you're killing me But you'll never succeed darkness cannot evade Only sunlight demolishes the cascade I've never been a saint I see the devil before I faint I've never been a saint I see the devil before I blood and my sweat and your tears embody my fears And blood and sweat And your tears embody my fears embody my
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Mindscape 03:47
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Formidable For your sins are burning Will you will you ever love me Will you Will you ever love Will you ever love me And I breath Ive been feelin bit low under the surface No purpose deep curses paradox When people question I'm so worthless And nervous , about the galactic phenomenon How aliens havent surfaced Sounds like a cover up Sounds like they dont love us They love us They love us They love us They love us They love us They love us We operate on a different frequensee I feel like I've become the darker side of me We operate on a different frequensee I feel like I've become the darker side of me
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Snakes 02:18
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Sing along with me we'll be friends until the end fake snakes serpents seeping through the surface they know the courses to slink through to my orfice look back no remorse coming from the bottom creeping through the floor boards give me more step back how bout you shut up And put your money where your mouth is spout it this the misfits all black I never met a witch like me nails sharp got the blood in my teeth trench coats and pentagrams on the bottom of my feet shut the door there's people and more dont want them to see me I cant seem to get this feeling out for yall to see and I bleed and I bleed and I bleed I've torn the hairs from my scalp twisted gripped and pulled the teeth from my mouth and still can't seem to get the demon out demon out demon out see me know know what I'm about who's the demon now demon out demon out you's the demon now dont know how I ever got to such a dark place in my mind I was just alittle kid tryin to find a place I could call mine take a bow every single person to call me a freak I'm severing every ligament attached now their just meat oh wow Sacrifice a man slay the lamb livin in black sedans resurrect the demons I command I'm a woman sicker than the priest sermon welcome, I summon sage burned on my tarots drink me, cherish got ghost but mine ain't holy I'm attached to this force that holds me All I see All I see (is blood) All I see is agony why is this happening
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Cataclysm 02:14
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Lift upon me From the gallows Hear my call All is lost, View my vanity spare my sanity My own insanity Why is it that you Take my breath away Shame on you I hate you I needed you Now you wont even stay Please dont leave me I'm nothing without you Just let me abuse And i dont know how to feel But numbness is so real I did nothing, I did everything Dont take the ring Please I can change I can change I can change I can change I cant change I'll never change Why wont you change Change you

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I started working on this album July of 2019 in the wake of one of the most transitional phases in my life. Additionally, the climate of 2020 has led me to gradually fall more into my creative headspace as it was a way for me withdraw but express my emotions amidst a global pandemic and one of the most historic civil rights demonstrations in my lifetime. I have decided to release this album not to serve as a distraction but to finally release all of these built up tension that I have developed over the passing months.

Psychotopia is a place in my mind where self-reflection takes place. In reflection I learn to heal but find that sealing my wounds is not always a glorious sight. Each track is strategically placed to lead listeners through this journey.

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released June 6, 2020

Gus Wallner, Tonto, 7187, Imotape productions, Capsctrl

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Jade The Nightmare Denver, Colorado

With over 150 records released in the past couple of years, American artist Jade The Nightmare has created a lane for herself being one of few African-American female artists performing a fused genre of rap and nu-metal music. At the age of only twelve years old she became completely enraptured by the underground rap and metal scene. ... more

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